We Found a house we are absolutely in LOVE with. The only thing is that it came at the WORST time possible. We just paid our rent for our home now and have no money for a deposit. We are working on ways to get the deposit up but no one has the money for us to borrow right now and you know what? That is OK with me because the way I see it is that every time we need something or want something that requires help we help ourselves. We have always been the one that has taken care of ourselves and made out own path and We will do it again. I will not be the one that Runs and runs and run and never makes it anywhere... I will cross that finish line.
I have been thinking a lot about my Biological father. its like when things go bad I think about how he should OR have been there to help when I needed. Its like now I want to shout at home "WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU AND WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???" But every time I start going what is wrong, I think about my Daddy, he is the best man ever and would Do ANYTHING within his power to help me if I absolutely needed it. and This man LOVES my son more than anything in this world, He is Paw paw.
I Hope I get out more and Start meeting more Moms. I really need more friends that understand that I have a young child and he goes where i do. Also, understands the things I go through on a daily basis and Someone to talk to. I am so thankful for websites like our local momslikeme.com Site. Those women are funny and awesome!
