I Found this picture because It reminds me of how I feel with the new year that is here. This is a new year, New beginnings, New Friends, New friendships with old friends and new relationships. I welcome 2011 with open arms.
On the way home from Picking up my son in Tuscaloosa today I was listening to music and doing A LOT of thinking. This weekend brought on a whole new way of thinking, and new connectons and new feelings. As I was riding in the back seat, Feeling like I was 16 again, I realized that the worst of my situation is behind me. It's not finished, No. But the worst is over. 2010 was a hard hard year. after my husband and I separated Thanksgiving of 2009, It made 2010 a HORRIBLE year. I didn't get anything accomplished but small steps, which are better than none I know BUT I felt most of 2010 was a dream. A bad dream.
As I Look into this new upcoming year I seen Great thinks happening, Great possibilities arising before they even get here. I am already In school. a Fast track program and I will be Graduation in september of this year. I want to try my best to Graduate with a 4.0. I Will bust my butt this year TRYING. and I Know I can.
My son will be 4 in March, I am looking into his preK School I want to put him in. and So by August he should be in school. :) My baby is growing up! He is so amazing to be and really is a special boy that had adjusted to the Chaotic year we had better than any 3 year old. I am so glad that I have a strong and Loving little boy who is loved by many many wonderful people!
This year i will Continue to Be healthy. I will Continue to workout and eat right and keep my goals up. I ahve Lost A LOT of weight already, But I still have more to go. At this point I am not searching for the prefect body. I am working to stay healthy. to get healthier. The Body is just the BONUS ;)
This year I will be more selective with whom I let into my life. This list includes family and friends. I have my support system and I have my Loving friends and family. I don't need any added drama or such in my life. especially if it does not concern me.
This year I will have MORE pride in myself. I will choose who and what and how and when. I will make the calls. I will be more independant and I will Stand on my own 2 feet with my son holding my hand next to me with my degree smiling at the world.
By the end of this year. I will be where I was suppose to be years ago. Only better.
