exciting, Fun, Busy... what day is it??

Monday I think my life took a turn for the Busy! and I have to say I don't have any complaining... YET. I am so excited to be out and about doing stuff!!!! First of all a friend of mine Mysti needed someone to watch her ADORABLE daughter, Freyja. So I volunteered! Then I set up a time to work at the Gym for my membership, and I Picked tuesdays 9-11 am. So there are my tuesdays, and I am working for a membership so I will be working out in the afternoons, THEN my Dad called wanting me to Take over his calls, to kinda Be his assistant. I will be calling people who are leads and put info into the system. well I am a YES Ma'am this week buddy!

Freyja is a JOY to keep, she isnt Bad at all! she is one awesome little girl! She and Christian get along GREAT! I am enjoying helping out a friend and letting my Munchkin have friends and play outside and enjoy himself. I will be keeping her monday through Fridayuntil right after Lunch until May 14th... So I should be BUSY until then.

Working out is going great, now if only us girls on our kick will stick together and opush eachother, then we should be GOOD! really though, Its awesome to be able to go and workout when I want and have no worries! I just need to keep going in on tuesdays and working out Every day I can and I will be GOOD!

This thing for Dad could be awesome, I will get paid for how many people I bring in! I can work from home and anytime I want. I just need to be respectful of the people I call. ( I am paranoid about that anyways) So we will see how this goes, I am gonna call my dad tomorrow and talk to him about it so I can get started!

Today I went with Amber to pick up Aaron from the airport! I am sooo glad he is back, and staying at that. He is such an awesome person! lol YAY!

Friday we have his welcome home party at Kelsi's house, Its gonna be a pajama party! LOL So I have to get the stuff I am going to cook Friday when I get done babysitting. I ahve to be in touch with Chelsea for babysitting Friday night... :) she is one awesome chick, and no I am not saying that just because she is Babysitting for me for REALLY late... :) HEY CHELSEA!

My mom just called and told me the house I want to rent, which is the house we first moved into when we moved down here, and the house brandon and I met in, is for rent again!! so I will be driving by and getting the number and calling to see how much they have it listed for again... :) Neva know!!

it is 8:34 pm, Christian is still awake and I am tired with a "messy" house, so I am done, I am going to oput my monkey head in bed, Vacuum the floor and wipe stuff off, finish dishes and laundry and I am showering and BEDTIME FOR ME!!

Enjoy these!

"It's not easy being a mother. If it were easy, fathers would do it."~The Golden Girls

"I'd like to be the ideal mother, but I'm too busy raising my kids."~Unknown

"A mother is she who can take the place of all others butwhose place no one else can take."-- Cardinal Mermillod

"Mothers all want their sons to grow up to be president, but they don't want them to become politicians in the process."-- John Fitzgerald Kennedy

"There never was a child so lovely but his mother was glad to get him asleep."-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"You don't really understand human nature unless you know why a child on a merry-go-round will wave at his parents every time around - and why his parents will always wave back." ~William D. Tammelus

nothing, Just Rambling

I am really considering going back to school to be a counselor and/ or psycologist. I am really interested in how people think, I mean the more and more I sit here I realize that some people just never "get it" ( Sorry didn't mean to get all Dr. Phil on you) But seriously. I want to study people and figure out why they do the things they do, why are some creatures of habit and others "freebirds" so to say and why do opposites attract, my origional theory for that is just the theory of Balance. But I want to study it. I want to know why some parent human beings reject their children ( its not like a puppy rejecting because a human held it, unless we are the dogs and God is the humans... interesting... hmmm....) I want to know why some have it in them to kill and some don't. I want to know why some people can beat their spouse and/ or children and have no emotion what so ever. I want to know how one simple " incident" can send a mother into a protection state for her child and attempt to rip someone's head off. I want to know how people in genweal work from the most complex to the most ordinary people.

What are your thoughts on how people work? what makes some people tick?

What reasoning do you do what you do? What makes you tick?

I'm Moving on

I am listening to this song, "I'm Moving on" Rascal Flatts, I heard it on Bill's Myspace, and You know this song can go about A LOT of things, and it got me thinking, you know in a way I am moving on from myself, the old me that hung on to what people had done to me, People who turned their backs on me my whole life, or abused me or my friendship in someway or another... I am moving on from my old self that was Overweight and did nothing about it and yet though thinking I would wake up one day and it would be gone. I am moving on from when I would smoke Cigarettes, and put toxins into my body shortening the time I had on this earth with my Son and any other children I might or might not have one day. I need to start taking care of myself from now on, I mean how can I take care of someone else when I can't even make the time to take are of myself. I need to start branching out and making friends of my own and having a life outside of my house, I need to take my son to the park and let him play and make friends and I need to get out there and play with him, that can be some of my exercise...

I am portioning my food now and exercising. I need to stop worrying about how I look when I exercise and do it when I need to, not just when Brandon and Matt works. I should let my son see me exercise because then he will see that's a part of a healthy lifestyle. I need to eat more Salads and less greasy burgers and stuff... So what if my house isn't clean when my son is happy because he spent time with me playing outside or somewhere else today?!?!?!? I need an attitude adjustment and I need support from my friends, My REAL friends. and I want to motivate my friends to be better people! I want to get my friends together for healthy meals or a workout or something. I need to support my friends in quitting smoking because that is what was stopping me from being able to exercise and be healthy, I also need to cut loose the people who do nothing but bring me down. I need a support system. Not a down fall plan.

If you are here to support me better me, then tell me, If not, I Hope you have enough guts to tell me so we can get on with our lives and stop pretending. My Son needs a healthy wonderful mom who takes chances and socializes with him. My husband needs a wife who supports him and stands beside him always, and is there to help in any way with the running of our household. My Brothers need a Sister to be strong and Teach them and to help them when they need it. and My Parents need a daughter to help take care of them and do things they can't do anymore Like they did for me as a child. My In laws and all need the same thing.

Today, I am Tiffany Lewis, Young Wife, Mother of 1, Homemaker, stay at home mom, life improving, getting back to her old outgoing self, Christian Woman.

HEAR ME ROAR

Make up your mind people!

I really wish people would make up their mind of if they want to be in my life or not. I mean you can't have it both ways. you can't claim me one day and the other Not. YOU CAN'T DO THAT. I am wondering what people are thinking. I swear I need to go back to school to me a psychologist. I am too interested in how crazy people think...LOL <~~ that was not toward anyone in particular. I just really want to know why people say one thing one time and then say the complete opposite the next time. The person that this is about he knows, and HEY YOU! If you are reading this, Please explain this because I would like to know. REALLY.

anyways, On to other things... Christian is FULLY in the Terrible twos already, he is one rambuncious Boy I tell you. but his big blue eyes make up for it.. :) I am a sucker for blue eyes... :) We got him a new pet the other day, we got a guinea pig. We named her Ginny. ( Sounds like Jenny).. LMAO really its funny how we came up with it. I have a lady I use to work for and she is Ditsy and out there, but a sweet lady really, and well My mother in law works for her still and it cracks me up because her name is Virginia and she goes by Ginny and HATES for anyone to call her Ginny and well I was joking around and said GINNY THE GUINEA... and well it suck, I called My MIL Cracking up... wow its great. But she is sooo cute! she is black and white and so calm and cuddly.

I hate going to just the post office. I have no other errands just running to the post office because we ran out of stamps... I mean really... I HATE IT. I may wait until Brandon gets up and let him watch Christian so I can go in Peace.

OH AND TO EVERYONE:: Watch the coolant/ water in your cars... Mine Disappeared and Guess what?? My car over heated Saturday night coming from my moms house... and a long ways from my house, Brandon was at work and Matt didn't have a cell phone and he was right behind me... My parents had to come all the way from their house to me... :) all is well but Dang please be careful!!!

Life is a highway?

That quote is awesome. I ran across it a few Minutes ago and I thought to myself "that's me, That's what I want out of life" and there it is. I am one human being that NO MATTER if I sit at home all day and not do a thing I can still think of a million things that are going on around me in life. Man Life is One busy thing. i get exhausted just thinking about everything going on.

I have a 2 year old. Yes i know we have already stated that fact. But seriously, he is a temper tantrum throwing, all out there Screaming, attention grabbing, house destroying, toddler boy. He is a two year old and I am leaving it at that.

The quitting smoking thing is working really well. I am officially on day 6. and NO CIGGS!!! I am enjoying this money not running low, scraping change, gotta save for Cigg. Life. Its pretty good. I am happy with my decision. Believe me its hard. Bu I am a strong Female and can do it. I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR... :)

I am ready to go to the beach.. well I say I am ready, But I don't have my essentials, I still need, a bathing suite, some new beach towels, a new smaller cooler, a beach tent, Swim diapers for Ch. Suntan lotion and sunscreen for the boys. OK so I am not ready at all... But I want to be. and that counts!!

I swear for some reason I am getting more and more accident prone... Saturday at My nephews 1st birthday party I sipped and fell and hit the inside of my right knee, and it bruised it pretty bad. (my right knee is my bad one anyways) and I was just getting over it it was only bruised, well this morning, I slipped and fell again, the EXACT same way and guess what? its bruised AGAIN and now its swollen and it feels like Jello when I walk... can we say. F'D up...