I'll Get you My Pretty, and your little Dog too!!!!

Have you ever felt like you were stuck in a movie? How about You run into people or know someone who lives in their own fantasy world? People Like that I just Don't understand. I don't understand people who Know right from wrong but still choose wrong even when they have someone their whispering in their ear the consequences of their wrong actions. I have someone REALLY close to me that is like that. He can be one of the smartest and Brightest one human being on this earth but has no idea what its like to survive on his own and make the right choices to make him a better person and a better life. Sometimes with this person I feel like I am the wicked witch of the west and I am out to get him Like somepeople seem to him too. But really I just want him to make something of himself, I want him to be somebody one day, I don't want him to tun into a jailbird.

WOW my child will be 2 in 4 days!!! I mean I knew it was comeing and i knew it had to happen someday but DANG!! Its like last year, we are all like awww... he is turning one! how cute! This year we are all like WTH HAPPENED TO THIS PAST YEAR?!?!? He is sooo sweet and mean at the same time! He LOVES to jump on our Big king size bed... He likes to wake up and sneak out of his bedroom and run into the livingroom like he is in a broadway play with his arms up in the air and yell "HEYY!" He is my joy and My heart is about to burst with all of the love I have for him. WOW 2 years old!

For the past 2 months I have been working out and Trying my Hardest to lose some weight and Guess what? as of today I have lost a total of 18 lbs!! 18lbs! Did you read that???? Its amazing! I am down to 220 and I couldnt be happier ( well I take that back i could be happier if I could wear a bikini and Not look like a beached wale caught up in a too small of a net on the beach) But I am getting there. My Luck I will get down to a Nice size for me and BAM Ill get preg again... MY LUCK I TELL YA... But really i wouldnt complain one bit :)

So my words of wisdom for tonight: Don't let ANYONE take your kindness for weakness, and I can be a wicked witch if I want to, I can bleed for 7 days and not die.