I'm Moving on

I am listening to this song, "I'm Moving on" Rascal Flatts, I heard it on Bill's Myspace, and You know this song can go about A LOT of things, and it got me thinking, you know in a way I am moving on from myself, the old me that hung on to what people had done to me, People who turned their backs on me my whole life, or abused me or my friendship in someway or another... I am moving on from my old self that was Overweight and did nothing about it and yet though thinking I would wake up one day and it would be gone. I am moving on from when I would smoke Cigarettes, and put toxins into my body shortening the time I had on this earth with my Son and any other children I might or might not have one day. I need to start taking care of myself from now on, I mean how can I take care of someone else when I can't even make the time to take are of myself. I need to start branching out and making friends of my own and having a life outside of my house, I need to take my son to the park and let him play and make friends and I need to get out there and play with him, that can be some of my exercise...

I am portioning my food now and exercising. I need to stop worrying about how I look when I exercise and do it when I need to, not just when Brandon and Matt works. I should let my son see me exercise because then he will see that's a part of a healthy lifestyle. I need to eat more Salads and less greasy burgers and stuff... So what if my house isn't clean when my son is happy because he spent time with me playing outside or somewhere else today?!?!?!? I need an attitude adjustment and I need support from my friends, My REAL friends. and I want to motivate my friends to be better people! I want to get my friends together for healthy meals or a workout or something. I need to support my friends in quitting smoking because that is what was stopping me from being able to exercise and be healthy, I also need to cut loose the people who do nothing but bring me down. I need a support system. Not a down fall plan.

If you are here to support me better me, then tell me, If not, I Hope you have enough guts to tell me so we can get on with our lives and stop pretending. My Son needs a healthy wonderful mom who takes chances and socializes with him. My husband needs a wife who supports him and stands beside him always, and is there to help in any way with the running of our household. My Brothers need a Sister to be strong and Teach them and to help them when they need it. and My Parents need a daughter to help take care of them and do things they can't do anymore Like they did for me as a child. My In laws and all need the same thing.

Today, I am Tiffany Lewis, Young Wife, Mother of 1, Homemaker, stay at home mom, life improving, getting back to her old outgoing self, Christian Woman.

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